My World Spins Madly On
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I know <3

I was reading the posts I made before. They are all about how you were the one for me and how no one could be better and I’d never love anyone more. It amazing how wrong I was. That is how I feel now about someone better. I am treated right now, with respect, the way any and all girls should be treated. He will never hurt me the way you did, he will never cheat on me like you did, he will never disrespect me the way you did, he will never lie to me the way you did. Its amazing how much I thought I loved you, but I was just comfortable in a familiar situation. And now, you try and text me to see how I am and I feel nothing. No love, no hate, no fear of wanting to leave him, no stress of telling you how I feel and having you lash out. I feel nothing. The only thing I feel is disappointment that it was your name and not his that popped up on my phone. I don’t love you, and I don’t think I have for a long time. I love him. Yes, after only 21 days of knowing him, and 10 days of being his girlfriend, I love him. I know, I actually know for the first time that he is right for me. I’m not questioning it with scared uncertainty like I did with you, always wondering if you would leave soon or marry me and then leave. I know that it is him that I am supposed to be with. I know that it is him that I love. I want to be with him and I know that he feels the same way about me. With you it was always lies, deception, and questions. With him I know. And, well… When you know, you know, right?

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